Wednesday, May 3, 2017

WANTED:: Bonnie & Clyde. When Opposites Attract.





NOTE: I am not a historian. I find relationship dynamics between couples fascinating. Famous couples are the best examples since most of you know who they are. Its interesting once you learn the are of SYNASTRY - you can compare and contrast your birth charts. Enjoy!  

((Let's start with their SUN (aka Birth sign) OPPOSITIONS)) This indicates ego clashes as well as balancing of life purposes. Very different physical styles yet complimentary.


♥ ⚢BONNIE PARKER:: October 10, 1910 (07' Libra). Born in Telico, TX.

♥ ⚣CLYDE BARROW:: March 24, 1909 ( 03' Aries). Born in Towena, TX.

*Both birth times are unknown. Both charts are set at Noon as time of birth*

((Another IMPORTANT OPPOSITION in their charts))

❤ Her venus '23 Virgo

❤ His venus '24 Pisces

((Their Moon Signs are TRINE)) This indicate very compatible security needs. Bonnie & Clyde we comfortable emotionally, spiritually, and felt like "home" together. This aspect balances out their SUN/VENUS oppositions that are more like fireworks. Moon/Trine, I have with my current partner. Is excellent for daily life such as raising children and setting up a home. In fact Clyde spoke many times of having children with Bonnie despite their wild lifestyle, they had a strong desire to settle down & commit to each other.

His Moon - Taurus

Her Moon - Virgo

Bonnie loved to write. In fact she won many awards for public speaking and poetry writing. BONNIE AND CLYDE WIKIPEDIA
Parker was one of the best students in her high school, winning top prizes in spelling, writing, and public speaking.[10][11] As an adult, her fondness for writing found expression in poems such as "The Story of Suicide Sal"[12] and "The Trail's End" (known since as "The Story of Bonnie and Clyde"[13]). (wikipedia.com)

SUICIDE SAL; Bonnie Parker 1932


We each of us have a good "alibi"
For being down here in the "joint;"
But few of them really are justified
If you get right down to the point.
You've heard of a woman's glory
Being spent on a "downright cur,"
Still you can't always judge the story
As true, being told by her.
As long as I've stayed on this "island,"
And heard "confidence tales" from each "gal,"
Only one seemed interesting and truthful ---
The story of "Suicide Sal."
Now "Sal" was a gal of rare beauty,
Though her features were coarse and tough;
She never once faltered from duty
To play on the "up and up."
"Sal" told me this take on the evening
Before she was turned out "free,"
And I'll do my best to relate it
Just as she told it to me:
I was born on a ranch in Wyoming;
Not treated like Helen of Troy;
I was taught that "rods are rulers"
And "ranked" as a greasy cowboy.
Then I left my old home for the city
To play in its mad dizzy whirl,
Not knowing how little pity
It holds for a country girl.
There I fell for "the line" of a "henchman,"
A "professional killer" from "Chi;"
I couldn't help loving him madly;
For him even now I would die.
One year we were desperately happy;
Our "ill gotten gains" we spent free;
I was taught the ways of the "underworld;"
Jack was just like a "god" to me.
I got on the "F.B.A." payroll
To get the "inside lay" of the "job;"
The bank was "turning big money!"
It looked like a "cinch" for the "mob."
Eighty grand without even a "rumble"-
Jack was the last with the "loot" in the door,
When the"teller" dead-aimed a revolver
From where they forced him to the floor.
I knew I had only a moment -
He would surely get Jack as he ran;
So I "staged a ""big fade out" beside him
And knocked the forty-five out of his hand.
They "rapped me down big" at the station,
And informed me that I'd get the blame
For the "dramatic stunt" pulled on the "teller"
Looked to them too much like a "game."
The "police" called it a "frame-up,"
Said it was an "inside job,"
But I steadily denied any knowledge
Or dealings with "underworld mobs,"
The "gang" hired a couple of lawyers,
The best "fixers" in any man's town,
But it takes more than lawyers and money
When Uncle Sam starts "shaking you down."
I was charged as a "scion of gangland"
And tried for my wages of sin;
The "dirty dozen" found me guilty -
From five to fifty years in the pen.
I took the "rap" like good people,
And never one "squawk" did I make.
Jack "dropped himself"on the promise
That we make a "sensational break."
Well, to shorten a sad lengthy story,
Five years have gone over my head
Without even so much as a letter -
At first I thought he was dead.
But not long ago I discovered
From a gal in the joint named Lyle,
That Jack and he "moll" had "got over"
And were living in true "gangster style."
If he had returned to me sometime,
Though he hadn't a cent to give,
I'd forget all this hell that he's caused me,
And love him as long as I live.
But there's no chance of his ever coming,
For he and his moll have no fears
But that I will die in prison,
Or "flatten" this fifty years.
Tomorrow I'll be on the "outside"
And I'll "drop myself" on it today:
I'll "bump 'em" if they give me the "hotsquat"
On this island out here in the bay …
The iron doors swung wide next morning
For a gruesome woman of waste,
Who at last had a chance to "fix it."
Murder showed in her cynical face.
Not long ago I read in the paper
That a gal on the East Side got "hot,"
And when the smoke finally retreated,
Two of gangdom were found "on the spot."
It related the colorful story
Of a "jilted gangster gal."
Two days later, a "sub-gun" ended
The story of "Suicide Sal."


Bonnie and Clyde. TEN FUN FACTS.

HISTORY MATTERS: THE BALLAD OF BONNIE and CLYDE.



Their demise: The beginning of the end.


NEXT UP IN THE SERIES....Marilyn Monroe & JFK - lascivious love

Sunday, February 22, 2015

The Basics: PISCES (Feb 19 & March 20)

Good morning!! Today, Feb 20th (til March 20th) the SUN is officially in the constellation #pisces. 󾆽󾇉 Here are some quick facts about the 12th (last) sign of the western zodiac. Remember what I wrote below is a "generalization". I can actually interpret your full birth chart. Message me for more info. Thanks ;)

"I Believe" ~

*Modality/Element: mutable/water 

*Body Part: feet 

*Opposite sign: Virgo (this is the axis of service & sacrifice for the greater good).

*Symbolism: 2 fish swimming in opposite directions~ upstream/downstream 

*Planet Rulerships: Neptune & Jupiter...creating a blend of mysticism & optimism to Pisces persona, can lead to fanaticism in extreme cases. Balancing the best qualities of imagination and expansion, Pisces make caring, compassionate leaders whose instinct is to SERVE intuitively...This creates unconditionally loyalty in relationships. On the flip side, Pisces can have an addictive personality. Sensitivity to drugs (even prescriptions) and alcohol. Moderation  is important to keep pisces sober & functioning, however fantasy is just as essential as reality because daily realities can be harsh. Pisces needs a private  place (within) to turn to when the (outer) world becomes overwhelming. Once our energy batteries are recharged, we can give unrestricted compassion to those who truly need a helping hand. Crystal Hayward, 2015. #pisces #astrology #zodiac

Wednesday, October 9, 2013

SATURN RETURN - 28-30 years OLD.

Planets are constantly in motion around the *SUN*.

The same goes for our NATAL aka BIRTH-CHARTS.

Saturn (Chronos) is father time. "He" is about upheavals, challenges, growing up, lessons, maturity, & KARMA.

Our First Saturn "Return" starts roughly when we turn 28 years old - "He" stays in our Saturn Sign for 2 years. That is how long his travel through the 30-degrees take. Saturn is a rather large, far-away, & slow moving planet.

This is a time to plant seeds. Be patient. Expect some MAJOR life changes to occur.

 I conceived at 28. Gave birth at 29 and lost my dad suddenly to lung cancer at 30. TWO major life changes: a death & a birth occurred during this time....My mom lost her dad at 29. And  numerous case studies to SHARE in the near future. coincidence? I think not.

Can you remember where YOU were during your RETURN? Significant career or location changes, births, deaths, etc...Please feel free to share below :) Thank you for reading. Crystal.

A beautiful blog written by a woman's experience with her Saturn 
Return.

SATURN RETURN: You are never too late.

Friday, September 13, 2013

ASTROLOGY OF WRITERS: Is it Written in YOUR stars?


*SIGNS* What Type of writer will you be?

1.Pisces:: Poet, Songwriter, Romance Novelist - especially with a strong Neptune enhances imagination & romantic nature/ add Pluto Influence = increases passion, eroticism, and depth to writing abilities. Spiritual/Sometimes religious zealots - could attempt to re-write biblical scriptures based on intuition, FEELINGS, thoughts from an unknown source.
Saturn will add more focus/drive to see projects through - strong SATURN aspects benefit mutable Pisces. Positive or negative neptune influence could make for a beautiful mind or a deluded thought process. The 2-fish tied at the tail swimming in opposite directions represents taking the HIGH or LOW road in life. Nobody can identify with a CEO and a garbage man more than a Pisces personality.

2. Gemini:: (Walt Whitman, Jean-Paul Sartre) Duality. Gossip magazine or Journalist. Nothing but the facts ma'am. A strong Neptune adds imagination & creativity. Neptune influence could add sensitivity/compassion to their non-emotional character. Jack of all trades master of none. All about facts. Analytical. Social. Not afraid of judgement. Confident with intellect. Comfortable expressing to crowds. Master at puzzles, maps, word games. Most like to have a "nom de plume" (pen name).

3. Aquarius:: Scientific researchers & bloggers/Sci-Fi fan fiction writers. Detailed facts. Independent thinker. Focused on details - the nitty gritty lightning speed - skeptical - needs more proof. Awesome public speaking ability - especially aspecting mercury, 5th house, 9th house, 10th house. Very comfortable in "air houses" - 3rd, 7th, 11th. More personable in 7th house:: relationship oriented thoughts.

4. Leo:: Incredible acting abilities. Proud to show-off what he/she knows. Solid ego - even if a bit self-centered. Confident with abilities to perform and entertain the masses. Thrives at being the CENTER stage. Attention seekers. Risk takers. Fixed & Focused.

5. Sagittarius - Travel writer/Philosopher Like Pisces (Thanks to co-ruler Jupiter). Can create their own religion or edit existing ones. Love of travel and foreign places. Exotic philosophies. Thinking outside the typical. Bored with mundane, routine. Adventurers.

6. Aries- Sports writer. All about action. Not overly sensitive or emotional unless strong Pisces inter-aspects within personality. Especially Venus/Mercury in Pisces (Maya Angelou has them conjunct). Any strong Pisces aspect makes one more a poet & a lover rather than a fighter - even head strong aries is tamed under Neptune's spell.

7. Libra - Relationship expert/blogger. Law. Legal contracts. Not typically as creative as the signs above. If there is a strong Neptune/Pisces influence. Along with a tinge of Plutonic passion - Libra sun can be a romance novelist- weaving exotic, romantic tales of love, lust, and betrayal. Commitment and sex are one in the same to these logical lovers - especially when in 8th house.

8. Cancer/Taurus - Cookbook writers. Home decor. Real estate. Very domesticated. Nurturing. Cuddly. Warm. Family centered. Enjoy feeding others. Cooking is second nature.

9. Scorpio - (Margaret Mitchell, Gone with the Wind).


 The occult/Astrology. Attracted to anything deep, dark, mysterious, and sexy. Spy. Espionage. Could also write murder-mystery novel based on personal experience or a rich imagination.


(Pluto - the planet of mystery Aspects my moon & mercury creating a GRAND AIR TRINE in my birth chart)


10. Virgo - (Fiona Apple, singer/songstress).


The critical side of Mercury. Virgos care much more than Geminis. Virgos seek perfection along side acceptance. They want to be understood and get hurt when their words are misread by the masses they want to reach. They put their creativity to good use, however, they can be dry and even unemotional about deeply emotional issues. Virgos are very matter of fact. 


11. Capricorn (JRR TOLKIEN, STEPHANIE MEYER, NICHOLAS SPARKS ) - least likely to seek writing as a main source of income unless fame, fortune, status are indicated. Caps are represented by the mountain goat - always climbing to the top of any profession they choose. An interesting element is the fish tail attached to the goat - this is to infer that Cappies have a very well hidden sensitivity they protect with a rough exterior. They are extremely sensitive with their PUBLIC image, perhaps not even their mother knows this but I have been close enough to Capricorns to see their sweet, softer side. They make very loyal partners especially if business and pleasure are mixed- professionally of course.




Astrological *PLANETS & Celestial bodies* 

1. Mercury: Communication 
2. Neptune: Imagination
3. Moon: Emotions (Subconscious). Nurturing. Mother.
4.Pluto: Intensity. Passion. Taboos.
5. Sun: Ego. Inner light. Father figure
6. Venus: What you love. Romantic feelings. Partner.
7. Mars: How you attract what you desire. Action.
8. Saturn: Stability. Karmic path. Work. Structure. Reality.
9.Jupiter: Philosophy. Luck. Optimistic.
10. Uranus: Unpredictable. Quick. Genius. Reversal of Fortune.

*HOUSES*

5th - This house RULES creativity, vitality, romance, children, & to a degree fame or an individuals desire to be recignized for their (creative/dramatic) talents.

3rd - communication, self-expression, siblings, short distance travels.

12th - Subconscious & Spiritual nature.

9th/10th - Both are typically at the pinnacle (TOP) of our birthchart. 9th House is all about long distance travel and philosophy with 10th dictates your Fortune & Fame.

6th - Mundane - everyday work - I have 3 planets in Pisces here. In combination with other "writer" aspects - I get inspired by simple, everyday actions such as washing dishes or taking a bath. Routine can be an inspration when this house is strong - again, always look at the BIG picture rather than one or two aspects.

7th - House of (legal) partnerships. Marriage. If mercury'Gemini' or Aquarius is strongly placed here - you may marry a writer or they may play a major role in your life as long term partners.

* MY ASPECTS*


DEGREES

Pisces SUN/VENUS/MARS - Conjunct 6th House

SUN/VENUS/MARS *Squaring* Neptune & Moon.

NEPTUNE/MOON Opposition (Sagittarius-Gemini axis)

AIR SIGN GRAND TRINE-KITE :: Moon-pluto-mercury
 ALL ASPECTING :: Neptune 

Houses Activated:: 1st (Pluto), 3rd (Neptune), 5th (mercury), & 9th (moon).


Thursday, May 14, 2009

Moon oppose Neptune SQUARE Venus: Addicted to love OR loving an addict:

"We don't see things as they are. We see things as we are."

*Anais Nin*




Reflection; did you ever sit on a beach on a starry night and see the moon's reflection in the water?

The moon does NOT actually emit light - it's reflected from the sun - light on the other side of the world- the FULL MOON is the most awe inspiring of all the phases!!

Now, if you dont believe that "celestial bodies" have an effect on people's personalities - think again: if the moon can control the tides & the earth's orbit, does it just IGNORE us tiny humans? Water makes up 90% of our bodies- theres even water in our brains which help the synapses pass "electrical" impulses to different cells!!



I wont go into MYTHOLOGY although, its tied in with ancient astrology.

In astrology, the moon is also a reflection of our basic, primal needs in relation to our MOTHER- essentially, the Moon tells us how we view her + her "nurturing style"

Any planet close (in aspect) with your moon will have an influence on your emotions, especially the subconscious. In fact, the moons influence is so subtle, we may not even realize we are "living" with her wisdom & guidance each & everyday.

Your sun (father) to moon (mother) contact in aspect with a potential partner will determine the EMOTIONAL intensity of your relationship (aspects are explained below).

NOTE: The Moon person will be magnetically drawn to the Sun person- its ideal the sun person be the male or more dominate character + the moon be the female, more submissive- either way, Sun will have more control UNLESS its a *double* aspect-

•Person A moon conjuncts B sun.

Person B moon trine person A sun.

In my studies, I also saw a link between Moons + ASC (rising sign)

Our Rising sign, is the MASK we show the world. Its our superficial/social self- obviously a Taurus rising will be more earthy + homebound than an Airy Libra rising.

Outwardly they seem very different. However if the taurus has an Aries moon opposing the Libra Rising + the libra has a capricorn moon Trining the Taurus rising- the match would make more sense-

Keep in mind even with loads of Conjunctions, trines + sextiles- there still must be oppositions + squares to create some tension- sexual intensity.

Of course, its ideal for friends + family to have more SMOOTH interactions, I'm focusing more on OPPOSITE SEX + intimate encounters.

Forget free will for a moment, I understand the concept. Surprising, I believe we all make our own decision but there are certain "things" in life BEYOND our control....

E*M*OT*I*O*N*S.

If we could conquer them the Casanova would be erased from the history books as well as Romeo + Juliet (star-crossed lovers).

So what does this have to do with ASTROLOGY;

*Enter*

"The Moon"~ she represents our Mother + our maternal instincts to NURTURE. Look a little deeper, she also rules the subconscious - our internal needs (not wants or desires; that's where venus + mars come in)

* The MOON plays a co-starring role to the SUN - however, the Moon is vital -

W/O the MOON there would be no tides. Even the EARTH would lose her current orbit around the SUN.

I do not idolize planets. However, I acknowledge their existance as living entities & the powerful, unique was they affect our personalities.

The MOON is especially attractive since we are made "mostly" of water, naturally the moons phases: waning, waxing etc...have an impact on our physical selves - why not our emotions?

The sign that Represents the Moon is "CANCER"

Cancer is the 4th sign in the zodiac. Its modality is Cardinal. Its element is Water.

Key phrase: "I Feel."

The MOON's influence on each of us depends on the sign + house position as well as her Aspect:The most common aspects to look for are~

Conjunction«0-8 degrees (intense + Karmic)

Trine« 120 degrees (desirable + most helpful)

Sextile« 60 degrees (helpful+ natural connection)

Square« 90 degrees (hard lessons)

Opposition« 180 degrees (stressful/attraction factor, also Karmic)

You are sure to have a handful of aspects with any given person, however once you learn how to read/interpret charts, you will begin to see patterns + commonalities b/t your closest friends + lovers.

Any + all major aspects between our MOON + our partners Sun, moon, pluto, venus, Ascendant/Descendant are Powerful indicators of emotional attraction/ commitment.

Venus/Mars are sexual indicators- don't confuse them with emotional NEEDS.

Key words, Facts & Phrases for MOON: Natal + Synastry

*Most of us have an ASPECTED MOON - an "unaspected moon" is rare: Unaspected Moon- People with an unaspected Moon, men in particular have feminine qualities and relate well with women. Usually it is diffiuclt to control the abundant energy of Moon but these people can be managed well and they develop a kind nature. Louis Pasteur had an unaspected Moon in his birth chart.

A moon that stands ALONE would be considered a "singleton". My moon is the only planet in my chart on the NORTHERN Hemisphere, it doesnt quite conjunct the MC (midhaven/10th house). Still, my moon is high up there!!

Its ironic in the article's example - moon is in 9th house (like mine). I was sent to a boarding school that used to be a nunery. At 15, i was trying to fit in with the "cool kids" & brought a couple beers to our school's music recital. of course in typical, Gemini style, one of my best friends, Cathy got in trouble along with me:)

No, you wont be single forever. In fact this would give your moon IMPORTANCE.

One thing is certain with a PROMINENT MOON: you will either want to nurture or be nurtured. Childbearing will be a significant issue throughout your life, especially if you are female. A child doesnt necessarily have to be a human being, it could also be a career - you "baby" from the ground up. You will most likely be a creative type, possibly starting a business right out of your own HOME.

Be aware that the moon represents the INNER CHILD where as Saturn/Capricorn represents the father. Those with a STRONG saturn influence, although opposite energy, may be the ideal balance for you since the moon values security. protection, loyalty & Saturn, is just the "paternal" figure to provide all that & MORE.

Check the SIGN & HOUSE of our moon are essential. The moon may also play a prominent & more ACTIVE role in your psyche.

Pay attention to other planets/houses that interact with your moon - since the moon REFLECTS, anything she touches will be enhanced!!

In FIRST HOUSE (cancer rising/ASC,) Needs a partner who represents social self, moody: moods affected greatly by moon phases, wears heart on sleeve, emotionally selfish, instant gratification - emotional needs are powerful. Will "dance" around emotions like a crab, doesn't like confrontation - he/she will even go as far as hiding out in their shell (aka home, sanctuary) until the dust settles.
  • Physically: appear like a Cancer round face, soft bodied, water retention, possible stomach maladies & allergies - must avoid alcohol. Hypo thyroid.
  • mentally: Shrewd, pinches pennies, security minded although may worry so much he/she may not live to old age.
In Fourth HOUSE - Moon is at HOME: comfortable, expresses, sympathetic, shows caring by FEEDING people, intense love of family (especially mother & children), very affectionate - lots of hugs & kisses> negatively: cancer-crazies ie. extreme neurotic insecurities & smothering- over feeding children or spouse, unhealthy weight gain, prone to emotional meltdowns, guilt about not being a good enough parent or disappointing (to mother)

In 7th HOUSE: emotional security relies on a "life partner". Its a double-edged sword. These are LATE- bloomers, painfully shy, clinging to home, especially mummy - once he/she falls in love, they hold on TIGHTLY when the initial relationship ends, they don't move on right away - they still harbor feelings for their "lost" love. NOBODY will ever know.

((My ex had Aries moon in H7 oppose my ASC Libra 2 degree orb)) Our relationship was Long distance for 2 years. NOTE: Both of us had Moon SQUARE VENUS.

The reasons for separation from such a sensitive & devoted lover who bends over backwards to love & be loved? First, they attract a moody lover. They have a roller coaster relationship from square one - constantly on & off. And a fuzzy, unrealistic view of the object of their affection. The moon reflects a "soft" light of idealization on their other-half, however, this puts much pressure on the other person to PROVIDE emotional fulfillment to the moon person, they are always under a SPOT LIGHT...even a MICRO-scope at their most insecure.

What lover can live up to that? These people must learn to entertain & truly like themselves or they will forever CLING to the past & never fully appreciate the love awaiting or even the ONE, they so desperately long for - right in front of them!!

  • MOON/NEPTUNE ~ (Conjunction)Those who IDOLIZE mother & put her on a pedestal: saint-like (ie. mother Mary). Mother can do no wrong, she is perfect in their eyes. Will even go as far as victimizing father figure believing no man was ever good enough for his "perfect mommy" - this is a life long affliction & her death will essentially be the LOSS of his life.
  1. MEN with this aspect will compare every woman who enters his life to his mother. I dated a man w. Moon & Neptune in Scorpio) Rather brooding, secretive, & emotionally intense for an Aries...His beloved mother suffered before death, she fought lymphoma for many years before succumbing - he said he's been "numb" ever since.
  2. He talked about heri n nearly every conversation & spoke often how he had been "messed up" since she died. Even recalling a story when he walked miles from his grandparents house to go back to her since his fathers family didnt approve of their marriage. Even at a young age, he empathized with her.
  3. he didnt only idolize his own mother, he claimed to have been adopted by Jesus mother Mary.
  • It also seems where Scorpio/pluto are involved - DEATH plays a major theme in the natives life. Dont underestimate Scorpionic powers: they are masters at reinventing themselves - with destruction comes REBIRTH/renewal.
  • Given enough time. depending on other factors. This person will heal & come out stronger. they must also recognize that they need time alone to meditate in order to acknowledge & accept such a great disappointment.
  • I believe the "opposite-sex" parent greatly affects how we OPERATE in intimate relationships as adults, astrology only proves this from my observation.

Neptune creates the "illusion". Its purely subconscious, but very REAL to him. I dont believe anyone with this aspects ever dreams their unconditional love could be snatched away, its a shock & if they ever "recover" part of their innocence/childhood will never return.

if they are not aware of the negative emotional/subconscious energy they project, especially in intimate relationships, they run the risk of pushing too many people away thus ending up alone in a nursing home in their SENIOR years.

Bitterness & resentments are the death of LOVE.

  • (OPPOSITION) Moon-Neptune works different 180 degrees apart. In this case, Mother & child were separated - child may not have had contact with his/her mother b/c of death or mother was unfit (emotionally)
  • I know FIRST hand about this (gemini moon, 9th house oppose Sagittarius neptune, 3rd house)
  • Magical, elusive, silver screen goddess Marilyn Monroe had this aspect too (Moon in Aquarius, H7 oppose Neptune in leo, rising - H1)
  • Both of us were put in foster homes at a young age.
  • Both of us have a younger brother who we were NOT separated from - SIBLINGS are represented by (mercury/gemini). Marilyn had sun/mercury in gemini. My moon trines mercury ( in aquarius).



*Marilyn Monroe's chart (ABOVE) shows a GRAND WATER TRINE pointing South toward "Saturn" 9astrologically rep. Capricorn, opposite of Cancer, the moon). Saturn aspects are also extremely KARMIC in that "father time" aka CHRONOS teaches us about hard work & perseverance toward our life path - goals. However, Saturn is not about abundance (Jupiter). many times where Saturn is concerned, one feels deprived & restricted from achieving success.
Marilyn never felt worthy - although she acquired the Fame which Saturn promises (not without SACRIFICE). With a Prominent NEPTUNE conjunction her ASC in leo - she was destined for the BIG BRIGHT LIGHTS of HOLLYWOOD.

Marilyn was also a gentle dreamer, not quite prepared for all the spoils of fame. In fact, she may have literally drowned herself with alcohol & drugs so she could COPE better (in her mind)

Her T-SQUARE (Moon opp neptune SQ Saturn) intercepting the GRAND WATER TRINE indicates that her lacking of a stable father figure was part of her motivation & drive whether she acknowledged that fact or not - moon & saturn aspects represent a strict emotional upbringing (perhaps her foster parents told her she will never be a star).

It would appear that her entire life, cut short by drug abuse, could have been SAVED if she found the right man who truly loved her for Norma Jean NOT the illusion of Marilyn.

Miss Monroe is yet another Tragic, yet worthy example of what too much raw BEAUTY & TALENT can produce when the SPIRIT is misguided - Be careful what you wish for. RIP Norma Jean xoxox*~

Moon & Venus BOTH represent "female" archetypes:
together, they are an unstoppable powerhouse of physical/emotional attraction, affection, and love!! anyone with this aspect will want to be in love desperately (especially when NEPTUNE is in the mix). There could be a REAL or imaginary issue with the object of one's affection falling prey to ADDICTS, LIARS, CHEATERS etc....or the person him/herself will be an addict.

My mother Lulu (Aries/Pisces), has the CONJUNCTION in Aquarius. No doubt she's an erratic & stubborn lover - she is also very loyal & devoted to my father (cancer sun, venus in Leo). When venus/moon are in harmony - what we NEED & what we WANT are simpatico - you can be sure that whoever they marry will be in it for the LONG haul, thats the beauty of this combo.

Their only downfall is if they meet a "toxic" - abusive lover. They are easily hoodwinked & manipulated but no matter what trials & tribulations their other half throws at them - they will stay true to their HEARTS.

When Moon/Venus SQUARE/OPPOSE one another: there is a battle within b/t their primal (needs, moon) and (wants, venus). the Square in particular will cause troubles b/t a potential life partner & family - the family usually will not approve - the person they choose is not good enough, they just dont FIT IN with their culture, as was my case, we were from different countries)

His father, mother, & sister ALL have a Pisces moon (well aspected to my sun) My moon trined his Aquarius sun. His ARIES moon opposed my LIBRA ASC His mars in Scorpio trined my Pisces venus. My Pisces venus & his Capricorn venus are in the same degree (this is why exact Birth time is important). We also had a GRAND WATER TRINE in our synastry chart which denotes a POWERFUL emotional bond that kept us together longer than nature intended - nobody understood why 2 young, attractive 20-somethings flew 3000 miles just for moments in time - we never fully comprehended it - after months of analyzing our individual, composite, & synastry charts - it all made perfect sense:))

HERES a Hypothetical conversation between Easy-going Venus/Moon (trine or sextile) to difficult venus/moon (opposition or square).

TRINE: Why are ALL your relationships so complicated?! Don't you ever get tired of the DRAMA??

SQUARE: Why are yours so F*n simple. (walks away, yawning)

As an eternal OPTIMIST, I can assure you that Venus/Sqaure moon people will find a lasting love, it will have to be a REAL, adult love not the flimsy kind of puppy love we had in High School - both partners will have to be mature & 100% PREPARED b/c there will be HELL to pay - coming directly from family - perhaps once they see your love flourish then, ONLY then will they begin to accept that you found a match made in heaven:))

PRINCESS DIANA OF WALES Natal Chart exemplifies a T-square (RED TRIANGLE on right-hand side of chart)Moon oppose Uranus/North Node - SQUARE Venus.Explaining part of the reason her arranged marriage to the Prince of Wales fell apart - it was never meant to be in the FIRST place!!


DIANA was the type of woman who NEEDED excitement, however sun trine Neptune created her life into a LIVING fairy-tale. she was not easily satisfied romantically partly because she was confused by her inner struggle between TRUE love & security. her emotions were often erratic/uncontrollable & unpredictable like an ocean - she could be calm one moment then erupt into waves of sadness/anger/frustration. she was also extremely self-reliant & resented any restrictions on her freedom such as the media & royal secret service. she was often disillusioned by her own life as if she was living somebody elses dream.

No doubt, she was a true ble humanitarian, compassionate, friendly, worldly - however, she had an earthy streak which valued privacy & modesty rather than glitzy glamor. Those two distinct parts were always at war - The world vs family - although she was elegant & physically beautiful- she never saw herself as such. her self esteem suffered greatly, being a sensitive soul. her husband's family constantly criticized her. of course this was BEHIND the scenes.

She was & still is - The People's Princess!!

Never underestimate the power of WATER, many astrologers agree - WATER is the TOUGHEST element - simply b/c it takes on the shape of any container you pour it into - its flexible, malleable, but permeable? Can you see more than a few inches ahead of you underwater? Not without goggles!! Watery-types need those rose colored glasses for survival, theres no other way to see whats ahead...and with all the sharks & Whales lurking, we MUST have the foresight to see far into the FUTURE.

S>P (Aries sun/mars/ceres) has venus in Aquarius square his scorpio moon - his father & brother didn't talk to him for years because of his ex girlfriend (aquarius sun, scorpio moon). They didn't approve of her, she was not good enough for his Princeton bred, wallstreet, tennis star _did I mention she's a surgeon who survived oppression in Communist Russia). Wow, if she's not good enough, who is?
He dated her for 10 years before proposing. Ultimately she rejected him for waiting too long. Ultimately leading to permanent dissolve of their Decade-long bond.

MOON relationships are *karmic*~ They are difficult if not impossible to BREAK-UP simply b/c the connection is elusive - there is no PHYSICAL cord to cut or separate: Its a divine connection of the SOUL- a soul cannot be cut in half - all souls can do is MERGE... There will be baggage. There will be confusion. There are definitely issues with SECURITY & SAFETY.

There's no doubt, these 2 souls were meant to meet!! Yea, Karma is a bitch.


NEXT UP PLUTO...sex, death, and the controlling mother - complex.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Astrology is NOT an evil pseudo_science: for all the SKEPTICS out there: please read...PART I

Ok, this is me, Crystal Hayward talking from 'experience' on the topic of astrology. Even before i could read I was able to fathom its wonders- astrology itself is NOT a religion or brain washing cult or "New Age'- In fact, astrology can be traced back since *BEFORE Christianity*

As I have mentioned in a PAST BLOG: http://poignantparbles2008.blogspot.com/2008/06/seal-of-solomon-if-you-dont-believe-in.html The 3 wise men were considered "Magi" astrologers who predicted the birth of Jesus when Jupiter/Saturn conjunct (that is line up) in the sign of PISCES & the outer planets for a star of David configuration- look into it people, its interesting stuff:)

THE BIBLICAL ZODIAC

Astrology can be "used" as a tool much like the bible. If god in fact created life & this universe- why wouldn't he leave a bit of it for us mere mortals to understand the universe better in all its awe & glory:)

Astrology is not science either. its based on 4 tangible elements: air, water, earth, fire. certain elements "mix" better than others, however with a little effort- anything is possible.

I mean, did you ever wonder why there are some people you are drawn to immediately & others you could not even stand the sight of before even talking?

Astrology also answers the "spiritual" questions about past life (regression). That is if yo believe in that concept. Ive never FORCED my beliefs on others. In fact, if somebody comes at me with negative or ignorant comments before listening to the facts then I simply DO NOT waste my time explaining. I've realized people will understand something when they are READY... if they care to know the truth they will search for it on their own.

Here is a link to an article written by Bob Marks to: Skeptics ~ he's a well known astrologer world-wide
http://www.bobmarksastrologer.com/skeptics.htm


To be fair~
Heres what Skeptics dictionary has to say about "astrology"

http://www.skepdic.com/astrolgy.html

One thing I must add, if there is absolutely no VALIDITY in astrology then everybody who has been studying this "divination" since BEFORE Christ had vivid imaginations...

In reality- astrology does work (just read my other blogs for real life examples)

My next blog.

I will DISPUTE skeptics claims step - by- step. As best I can.
So, how does "astrology" work empirically?

Saturday, August 23, 2008

LIlith in SCORPIO from personal experience &"Tribe.net"

Lilith Research

*I would like to write a book about LILITH: its a major theme in my own natal chart: :conjunct: my JUNO in Scorpio in H2 (House of POSSESSIONS)

I had to take info from other sites b/c there are very FEW resources on the topic, but I have been comparing charts of married couples & Lilith is a major player in EMOTIONAL commitment - lilith links are very powerful when it comes to INTENSE emotional attachments b/c the 2 people feel extremely comfortable SHARING the hidden depths of their psyche with one another.

"Lilith" aka the dark moon is associated with mars - Pluto- Scorpio (THEMES)

There are many myths about "her" from ancient Mesopotamia & Sumeria - In Hebrew, her name is translated as: "Night Woman" - she is the seductress. I think her representation of "evil" woman is unfair...she can unleash a "storm" like no man has ever seen but only when provoked - she simply wants to protect her man- who she gladly lets possess her mind-body-soul & her children - whom she created from her own loins. SELF control is her power, she is aware of her mistakes. She won't let anyone push her around, not even the man she loves.

In intimate / interpersonal relations, she demands EQUALITY above all else.




With Lilith in Scorpio there is exaggerated emphasis on pride, ambition and/or challenge. The inner need for challenge is so magnified, as to make it a prime necessity within the chosen work. This one cannot remain long where simply a working routine predominates. Instead he must find another outlet for the overstate investigative urges. This, in order to eventually help set in motion the kind of changes he determines are needed in the work atmosphere & to do away with whatever (or whoever) is obsolete. Selfishly applied it brings his own obsolescence down upon himself.

There is a deep hunger for control that is, for the most part, undetectable in early life. This remains so, until a creative outlet or area within the vocation is found that is challenging enough to qualify for the powerful releases of his reform & super-perfectionistic drives, in a socially acceptable manner.

There is a persistent draw to the unknown or supposed impossible. They are valuable people in research work; investigation; in any one of the medical or metaphysical arts; or business, where they may enjoy a delicious new set of challenges over & over within the career. Divine release from wells of submerged tension comes in the overcoming. Where there is emotional objectivity, Lilith in Scorpio gives a strong scientific bent which can be brilliantly released.

In Scorpio, Lilith causes the person to feel an insistent need to reach beyond himself, to uncover hidden areas of/or attached to the work, so that they may be overcome. The extremism of Lilith in the extremist sign of Scorpio may cruelly surface to the detriment of the individual, if the exaggerated personalization or overstated pride is misguided, as in the case of Richard Nixon.

These people are basically loners, contrary to outward appearances, with a near reverence for the use of strategy. They believe that growth can only come from attempting to reach beyond their stretch, so to speak & that the only failure comes from not trying. Change is what counts & opposing strength is respected.

In personal areas, they need to learn to recognize when the time arrives that the real victory is in the letting go, or suffer the emotional purging they bring down upon themselves that acts as a disciplining factor, that will, hopefully, leave them the wiser. The cookies in the jar to be let go of are the desire of power on the mundane level. They too fully understand power over others & the goal once set in motion is seldom turned away from, unless this person can detach enough to gain perspective.

Persons with Lilith in Scorpio appear extremely controlled as a way of compensating socially, to deny the powerful tensions that drive them from within. They are not above deliberately putting on excessive weight in some cases, to protect their vulnerability to emotional enslavement to another sensed in anticipated romantic relationships. There are strong (though not necessarily voiced) opinions one way or the other on any subject that interests them. However, for the most part it is conformistly held in check to avoid unnecessary exposure of the self, but he may abruptly disappear when others tread too closely on HIS truth ~ as those close to him can testify.

An early sexual awareness is intensely felt, but is kept to the self, lest a surfacing of something they haven't yet learned to handle is misunderstood or troublesome beyond their mein. One student made reference to this as, :making sure you can handle the dragon before unleashing it".

In the comparisons children automatically make to one another, the difference is sensed, which in turn is inwardly subject to denial (bottled up). It manifests in later years as a disarming magnetism that is difficult to ignore when keen interest is directed from them to another.

When desire is aroused, for whatever reason, the concentration of feeling becomes an intensely persuasive social over-charm exuded over the object of interest. Under ordinary circumstances it is not visible. Quite the contrary, it is seen on those rare occasions when the person anticipates something challenging & then it is quite automatic. The Lilithian energy, released through the powerful desire nature of Scorpio, has a quality of fascination that draws, not unlike Neptune, bit is far stronger. It is very unique to watch & is manipulative toward the desired effect (probably unconscious). Magnetism seems to exude from every pore at that time. When the desire of 'impressing' interest is over, the noticeable persuasive quality & particularly the brilliance in the eyes, dims. There is this hypnotic brightening of themselves that is the giveaway of one with Lilith in Scorpio.

In Scorpio, Lilith magnifies whatever the degree of emotional instability that lies in the makeup, which has a great resource from deep wells of tension.

When aspected with Pluto, denial of sexual expression is not uncommon. Celibacy may be preferred, forced or accepted by choice, as an answer to an unpleasant or unhealthy situation. The energy may eventually break out into strong metaphysical interest to develop the stretch into the unknown this one desires.

When desire is motivated by intellectual, creative or social-esthetic considerations, detachment (as the impersonal) overcomes the personal, underscoring a dedicated one-pointed perseverance that will not back away from any challenge to achievement in the chosen field.

Power of one kind or another is the signature of one with Lilith in Scorpio.

examples:
Annie Besant
Walt Disney ****
Uri Geller
Samuel Goldwyn
Patricia Hearst
Peter Hurkos
John Lennon**
Marilyn Monroe***
Richard Nixon
Pancho Villa
ME

ASTROTHEME _ famous people with "lilith" in H2

JUNO is an asteroid more connected to Libra-scorpio themes - some say JUNO links in synastry is not really about commitment or marriage, but, SEX without commitment- many live in lovers who do not marry or those we have extra-marital affairs with have strong JUNO links to us & vice ~ versa....I would say CHIRON (the wounded healer, associated with TAURUS) is more indicative of a strong bond that can either HEAL or HURT us.

NOTE: Romantic links are very strong where VENUS, the planet of romance & attraction are involved- JUPITER adds fun & forgiveness, URANUS adds electricity & excitement while NEPTUNE & SATURN links are soul mate connections are more "platonic" yet powerful ~ life long relationships... hard life lessons that can be PAINFUL....

ABOUT JUNO SIGNS

MORE ABOUT "JUNO"

JUNO: NEPTUNE CAFE


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